The way something or someone can change your entire mood in a matter of mere seconds is captivating. But it can also be...not so captivating. It can build you up until you feel like you're on top of the world, or it can bring you down, until you feel lower than dirt. It can bring a smile to your face, or bring a thousand tears to your eyes. Me, however, this happens to myself all the time practically. For example, my best friend, Bree, can bring up my mood from a 2 to a 50. But, Rashawna (code name), even his name can bring me down. But, I can't let it overpower me and take conrol. Because, that is what he would want. I think the whole Rashawna thing may be in the past, but it is always on my mind. I wish I could just find some way to ...not erase...but somehow...move on.