Alot Can Happen In 2 Years
I know I haven't updated my blog in over two years, so I thought I should probably do that. Well, I can definetly see that my life has changed greatly over the course of two years. I graduated high school in 2014 and, after that, my life pretty much went downhill, honestly. I got into some pretty bad stuff and even lived in a car with Bree for over 6 months. Looking back, I know I could have done things differently; made wiser decisions. But, it wasn't all bad. In fact, some of that "bad stuff" that I did led me to someone very important to me now. Her name is Hannah. She has helped me signifacantly and she has helped me be more open-minded and try new things; most of which I used to hate. I sometimes wish I hadn't done all the things that I have in my life. I hurt a lot of people.. Important people. People who really cared about me. Like, my father, for instance. I have probably hurt him the most out of everyone I've hurt and honestly that breaks my heart because I love my dad and I just want to make him proud. I hope and pray that one day I will be able to somehow make it up to him...I don't live with my dad anymore. After he kicked me out the last time, I went from couch to couch, and mooching off of friends. Then, Hannah was supposed to move to Arkansas with her parents, sister, nephew, and her daughter. I was asked if I would like to go. I ended up going and was so glad I went. I had a wonderful experience with her and her family and changed me for the better. I know Hannah is someone God sent me. I was told back in December of 2014 by a nurse in the hospital where I had been staying after an almost deadly overdose that God was going to send me a friend and they had blonde hair. Shortly after, I met Hannah who is a natural blonde. God gave me the best friend anyone could ask for.
